messed up life

So I've finally resigned... last day of work was yesterday... wonder what this bleak dim lit future of mine holds... never really expected that the whole situation will unfold this way... very much like how my r/s ended just with a poof!
hahaha... career gone, love gone, money gone, what's next motherfukker???

Only Good thing about this whole resignation has been the time its gonna allow me to start placing more emphasis on my studies. CFA exams on 2 Dec...that's like 2 WEEKS!!! fucking die la...i haven't failed my exams for too long a time and i don't intend to fail anytime in the near future. when it comes to academic, i will prevail!!! rest of my life...hahaha total major failure :P
heard from frd that CFA actually quite useless nowadays...weirdly thats how i feel about the whole CFA exam too.

Phuket
4 days spent on the tsunami inflicted island... how was it??? FUCKING RAINED FOR 4 DAYS CAN!!! wah kaoz! i swear ah...spend so much money go to sunny beach resort island to see rain. the hotel was great...with starbucks, mcdonalds, molly malones, haagen daaz, watsons, coyote ALL right outside my hotel... talk about being ATAS right...lol~~~ spent heaps there on island hopping, muay thai boxing, hotel, akwa show and..........................................................
TATTOO!!! i got myself a new spider tattoo with 3D effects...so now if u see a spider crawling up my leg don't be alarmed and start kicking it off my leg hor... some idiots i know will come up to tell me theres a lizard on my leg and pretend to wanna step it away... WTF right!

for you:
After all this time, after all the events unfolding in our life, i still miss you so... i know you prob have someone else in your heart, you're prob too scared to tell me your feelings anymore, but i hope i can be the person who you will call and talk to when you've had a bad day... my dear lil chu~~~
i really hope the dreams i had aren't true...but yet how can i dream of u being with a guy and seeing all his features so clearly and talking to him when he's someone I've never met...unless of cos, the dream was showing me something that you've been hiding...

*photos will be up when its up... too many pics to salivate over...luckily no guys come to my blog...