3mths 2 weeks

URGH i so need to get over it!!! but yet i just broke down again... life oh life...horrible thing... obviously the love care concern has diminished or shld i say extinguished, but yet...i dug the whole again, always finding a way to throw myself into depression.

marriage oh marriage...how did something so sweet and loving and something i know she obviously wanted in her life with the 99%man become the cause of my downfall... URGH!!! i jus want to find my own happiness right??? ;(