Friday, November 30, 2007

Chi Lam - 祝君好


你不断呼叫我
划破宁静我的心下堕在难过
讲不出爱没结果
口和唇紧紧闭锁

也一话都不说
害怕连累你一生日月
憾无缺
只差跟你曾遇过
给过你太多波折
宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉

太多话我想说
但我还是要哑口道别
任由我天空海阔
流翔去只要你白似冰雪
宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉
宁愿没拥抱
共你能够终老
任由你来去自如
在我心底
仍爱慕如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好多么想亲口细诉

Monday, November 26, 2007

in the making

see the potential?




my first transvestite friend

heart you


xiaobai

Friday, November 23, 2007

my hungry friend

ROAR!!!


Saturday, November 17, 2007

friends mean the world to me

Had a bit of time to think through my life. and i really want to thank all my friends who have been around me and been there for me throughout this bad times of my life... mid 20s crisis...

Andy: SNAG with an angelic voice. always willing to spend time to listen to me grumble and grumble with my pathetic life. truly GGTW!!!

Merv: When the clock hits 12, this guy comes out to play. always ready to have a kopi with u on those emo lonely nites. a true friend who's willing to fetch you and bring you for a drive to see the wonderful bright nitelife of singapore... hehehehe

Yumin: its like a silent conversation thats so perfect... we don't have to talk much to each other but we understand each other on a common level. though we are of very clashing characters. always a great friend willing to raise his fist for his friends

John: When you're sad about singlehood, just think of john! hahaha thats what everyone says...its damn funny lah... even john has resigned to fate and whenever we mention abt our sad life, john will bring the attn to himself and we feel better straightaway. POWER! if you feel like drinking and you have crates of beer to spare, you know who to look for. love this guy!

Blur: SAI! SAI! SAI! don't talk to her abt love cos she prob tell you its your fault for even being in a r/s and loving someone. poor gal... her first bf lasted less than 24hrs and it happened in geylang. but on those days where i want to eat the foods we used to have, i know blur will be there to be my soul partner for those fatty buffet and oily hawker snacks.

Shereen: when 2 emo person combines, it becomes a nite for wine and ktv session. my good study kaki who prefers spending quality time msning than reading her biz law book. but still love her loads for taking the effort to always meet up and to study with me and chat with me. listening abt my sorry love life and sharing hers with me.

Lyn: Even if the whole world hates what you wear, i still diggg it... exquisite taste just like fine wine... always a happy go lucky personality who nva fails to chirp ppl up with her high pitch voice. not even 21 but can be quite 38 alr... abit naggy ah... always scolding her dogs, celebrating her dogs birthday, complaining she is fat?!?!?! what the hell...feel like slapping her sometimes. you fat then the whole group got no thin ppl liao. me and merv can go hang ourself le. you're a special friend to me. and i love you for listening to my stories :P

Jingting: 4 more years till we get married ah. ready ready? lol. we always clash when we meet but somehow that brings us closer to each other. she says the harshest things to me. and sometime i really wonder if the friendship is very sala. but i know u care alot for me as i do for you too... frds for over a decade, i think there's nothing to hide from u anymore. you've seen through me

Shuyan: you're prob the worm in my stomach can... although fierce and always pms-ing, she really listens and emphatises with how i feel. be it job, love, money... i'm sure your life will pick up soon. clear and accept all the shit in the early stages of life, once you successfully clear it, you will become a stronger person and the road ahead will look so much better.

imin: i'm sorry for those lor sor nites where u have to hear all my grumbling stories and long winded tales abt love and work. my life feels so drama when i relate it to you. hahahha...i heart you deep deep dear. i will remember the words of advice you've given me and i hope you will listen to the ah beng analogies & philosophies I've shared with you. =)

Eileen: you were there throughout and even before the epic unfolded... always listening though not giving me the needed advice, i know it was being processed in your mind and when you did make a statement, it just sounded so correct. after so many years, a decade in fact, i would love to call me a confidante to my life. i really hope our love and friendship blossoms on through the rest of our sad life. and even when our hair turns grey, we will still be sipping our wine talking about the life we had lived... MuackZ

Jiemei: you left the biggest print on my heart. period.

Friday, November 16, 2007

Phuket Trip


Thailand's Favourite BeerCheap & Good Roadside Food Stalls

Banthai's Breakfast Room
one & only pic of patong beach
QUEEN of Ah KwaS
roadside stall food. damn good!
Maya Beach

some italian joint
JungCeylon - Big Shopping Ctr
Banthai's Superior Room




Tuesday, November 13, 2007

from Facebook

how true is this? sigh... doesn't everybody want that too?

You need "The Care Bear"!

Oh, you poor thing. You've been hurt, haven't you? Come, cry on my shoulder. My naked, naked shoulder. You are looking for a sensitive lover, someone who can spoon with you through the next episode of Sex And the City. You want someone that cares more about the 'after' part than the 'during' part. Also, you want someone who can stay awake for the 'after' part.

messed up life

So I've finally resigned... last day of work was yesterday... wonder what this bleak dim lit future of mine holds... never really expected that the whole situation will unfold this way... very much like how my r/s ended just with a poof!
hahaha... career gone, love gone, money gone, what's next motherfukker???

Only Good thing about this whole resignation has been the time its gonna allow me to start placing more emphasis on my studies. CFA exams on 2 Dec...that's like 2 WEEKS!!! fucking die la...i haven't failed my exams for too long a time and i don't intend to fail anytime in the near future. when it comes to academic, i will prevail!!! rest of my life...hahaha total major failure :P
heard from frd that CFA actually quite useless nowadays...weirdly thats how i feel about the whole CFA exam too.

Phuket
4 days spent on the tsunami inflicted island... how was it??? FUCKING RAINED FOR 4 DAYS CAN!!! wah kaoz! i swear ah...spend so much money go to sunny beach resort island to see rain. the hotel was great...with starbucks, mcdonalds, molly malones, haagen daaz, watsons, coyote ALL right outside my hotel... talk about being ATAS right...lol~~~ spent heaps there on island hopping, muay thai boxing, hotel, akwa show and..........................................................
TATTOO!!! i got myself a new spider tattoo with 3D effects...so now if u see a spider crawling up my leg don't be alarmed and start kicking it off my leg hor... some idiots i know will come up to tell me theres a lizard on my leg and pretend to wanna step it away... WTF right!

for you:
After all this time, after all the events unfolding in our life, i still miss you so... i know you prob have someone else in your heart, you're prob too scared to tell me your feelings anymore, but i hope i can be the person who you will call and talk to when you've had a bad day... my dear lil chu~~~
i really hope the dreams i had aren't true...but yet how can i dream of u being with a guy and seeing all his features so clearly and talking to him when he's someone I've never met...unless of cos, the dream was showing me something that you've been hiding...

*photos will be up when its up... too many pics to salivate over...luckily no guys come to my blog...

Saturday, November 03, 2007

TruE?

If you are born on Wednesday

(4) Buddha image for Wednesday (daytime): Pang Um Baatr, holding the alms-bowl

Character: polite, musical and artistic, ambitious, emotional
Optimum profession: writer, clerk, secretary, translator, teacher, orator
Very lucky day/color: Wednesday (night)/light green
Lucky day/color: Thursday/yellow
Unlucky day/color: Tuesday/pink

HERE

Friday, November 02, 2007

~one & only~